So the results are in.
I think my pastor reads my mind because the sermon this morning fit my problem to the T (or M). It was about overcoming temptation and how Satan gets us in the small things. For example, I can definitely stay away from sex but impatience gets me every time. I realized that I have not been taking responsibility for my sin by blaming it on circumstances or others. When I did that, I stop myself from being able to confess my sins because “they’re not my fault.” Yeah. Yeah they are.
Also, just thinking about my week, I realized that I need people to call me on it. I need that accountability because I can’t do alot of things by myself. I need people to call me out when I gossip or am mean or impatient. I need to be reminded that others around me realize what I’m doing so I should too.
God has really humbled me/ knocked me off my high horse/ taught me about myself today. It’s good but it hurts. I hope it continues…